| we'll end it with a sorrowful goodbye |
[Apr. 23rd, 2005|09:57 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  groggy | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | crazy in love | ] |
So i got my myspace finished. I dont believe i will be writing in this too much but i'll keep it to comment in the people who are still losers and have these! ha just kidding. I'm starting over and leaving all these old dreary memories! New beginnings are great. Leave it all behind.
Check out my myspace if you don't already know the link or haven't yet...
http://www.myspace.com/rainbowpink
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| Wanna quickie in the bathroom? |
[Apr. 17th, 2005|09:37 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  chipper | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | because i got high-afroman | ] |
I get my internet back! Fuck ya bitches. I'm so happy i didn't do my math homework. Im screwed.
Anyways. Things are getting better now. With family, life, friends. It's about time.
Friday night i went to Old Navy and got a new outfit, new flip flops, and a new clutch. So CUTE!
I'm working on a myspace since Brielle told me to get one. Everyone has one so i guess i need to get mine done.
I was supposed to babysit tonight, but the girl i watch got sick and her parents didn't go out. I needed the money too it sucks.
So I'm friends with Chelsey and Gina again.
We made up after what happened to Robbie. I think everyone realized how precious life really is and that we could lose ours or anothers at any second. It's to short to be fighting over petty little things. I'm happy to she's a much better friend than enemy. lol
So im sure everyone knows what happened to Robbie.
I miss him so much. It's so weird not seeing him or laughing with him. It was a really hard time. But its great how many people supported him and went to the funeral. I think everyone is recovering but we will never ever forget. I know i think about him all the time; when i see the color yellow, think about raider pride, see a guy with big ears [lol]. All sorts of things remind me of him. Everyone misses him alot.
Anyways im still single. God im such a loser. [lol]
Prom was this saturday night and Karly went with Chris B. I wonder if she had a good time. I bet she looked so pretty. Im going to have to ask her about it on Monday.
Well speaking of school its getting kind of late and i need to pick out something to wear and go to sleep.
bye-bye
kiss |
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| lollipop stained lips |
[Feb. 24th, 2005|08:07 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | someone talking about juicy cherry lips! candy shop baby! | ] |
Grounded...as always. My life blows.
"He's" still with "her". Im so sad, so lame.
Mardi gras is this weekend i want to go, doubt i am.
Thinking about moving to NC with my dad next year...dont know yet.
If my report card is good im getting ungrounded like around the 15!
For spring break...probably hang with Maria some and Angela.
Angela have kind of been in an argument for the las week.
I think were getting out of it, we had a hug and cheek kiss today.
SMOOCH
I need to move and go to a new school
so all the guys will be like damn look at the
NEW GIRL, haha then i'll have em fighting.
i wish
I've got like 250$ and can't go shopping cause my ma's gay!
She says shopping is enjoyable for me and i can't have any fun.
I hate school, grades suck, and teachers, and tests, the whole thing.
Someone called my fat yesterday, wow like not too long ago.
I hate them. I love all my friends there great.
I can't help it im not as skinny as them and my doctor
doesn't think im anorexic! I don't wanna be like that anyway.
I saw *Jacob* and Travis and Tim today after school.
Gah i miss him...im sooo stupid. Kill me now.
Enough of that.
Chelsey and Gina are being gay to Brielle, talking shit about her and me.
There so drama and like little girls. I hate it.
They need to leave people the fuck alone.
Hah my guy friend said that Chelsey had a little mustache in 7th grade!
He said they used to make fun of her so now she shaves it! OMG
lol
Ok not much else to say.
evol
*xoxo* |
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| Fuck yeah motherfucker. |
[Jan. 1st, 2005|02:10 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  aching all over | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | daughters | ] |
Today was New Year's Eve. Well its New Year's day now.
Happy New Year's!
Today i went shopping. Fuck yeah bitches.
I got a bunch of shit 4 huge rings 2 pairs of earrings 1 necklace.
A cute little cami like shirt thats pink and it looks like lingerie and a brown tube top
thats really cute.
A turquoise jacket thats the bomb. I got a new bright pink purse.
Some new flip flops from PacSun and a pair of sunglasses from there.
And i think thats everything, but i got all the shit for only 100$!
Anyways i didn't do anything for new years. Im so lame no party for me.
I had a few drinks, and we had a whole bunch of food and set fireworks off.
Then watched a movie and Sex and the City my favorite show that's ended.
So now i think im just gonna go to bed. Im really tired cuz ive been shopping all day.
Tomorrow im going to pick up my brand new DIGITAL CAMERA!
I cant wait to have a camera again, and im not letting this one get stolen.
Fuck that shit.
Can't wait im getting all fucking dressed up in my new pimp clothes and im gonna
go out somewhere and take some pictures with that bitch.
School starts back in a couple of days. Im not really ready for it. I love breaks.
So im going back home on Sunday, uggh im dreading it.
Well gotta go get some more shit tomorrow and maybe ill get to do a little more shopping.
So gotta get rested.
Night. |
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| Choices Choices |
[Dec. 30th, 2004|07:11 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | tired | ] |
Tough decision to make! Ive got the money to get a mini ipod so i could get that or clothes and shit...but now im thinking maybe i want another digital camera. Damn i need more money i want them all! Gotta decide what to do. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 28th, 2004|08:49 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | like a fucking million $ | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | the little hurricane kitty purring | ] |
Well i haven't updated in so long.
I got my computer/internet taken away. It blows.
I love the internet i could spend hours and hours on it.
My life is like lockdown as usual, t.v. taken away for absolutely no reason,,
dickheads. No computer, no going out. Man christmas was a break.
I got to go away from me psychotic house. I had a pretty good christmas.
Hope everyone else's was very jolly as well. Hope you got what you asked santa for.
Right now im at my aunt and uncles in Sarasota. I love it here everyone is so insane
there always cussing each other out and shit. It's so the family i should have gotten,
there just like me. I just got back from going to get dinner a little while ago...we got pizza.
My cousin and i went shes 17 and has a nice like SUV car, it has a sick stereo system in it.
So sweet. We get along well and she's cool to hang out with. Tomorrow were going shopping. She says well try and go to this huge mall they have here it's got all the good stores. I got like 160 and some giftcards to spend. So i can get some shit. Then im going to try and go to the tanning bed
i need it bad im not tan anymore since there's no beach cuz its too damn cold.
I've been gone most of the break only saw a couple people, Angela of course and one night Steve, Tim, Richie, and Jacob came over. Jacob and i ended up getting REAL close. It always happens, and we are completely over. I just can't help it. He's fun to have fun with and do shit, kind of a horney buddy. When your feeling a lil frisky you always got that person who you know will do stuff. No feelings, just plain fun. My mom came out and saw us messing around. She didn't get pissed though. Thank god. Lol she hates him so much already. Who cares fuck all those people.
I do what i want.
New Year's Eve is in a couple of days. The new year already! Wow I'm planning on getting trashed with my cousin. Were just gonna stay home. It should be fun though we may get some fireworks and all. Just hang around the house and get trashed. Sounds fun to me. Lol
Well i have no sappy pissy love storys to write about so there's not to much interesting in my journal. So im gonna go. Enjoy being here with people who i really want to be around. Have a little fun. I'll update again and be on sometime in the next few days.
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 2nd, 2004|05:49 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | invisible | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | Keane-Everybodys changing | ] |
Boring Thursday.
It was a sad day,
but i tried to smile and be happy.
It doesn't really work.
It's all fake.
I'm so sorrie!
I don't want you to hate me over something so little.
I care about you.
I don't want to lose you as a friend.
Please Please Please forgive me.
I've apologized, what else do you want.
Why can't you just talk to me
instead of looking at me
and then ignoring me
pretending i don't exist.
I'm not just going to go away when
you look the other way.
I'm here and i see you everyday
why do you have to make things so hard for me?
Everyday you look away
you upset me.
You hurt me real bad pretending im not there.
Just talk to me...
please god just talk to me.
Field trip tomorrow.
So happy...i won't think about him all day.
God im sorrie... |
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| Im sorrie Im sorrie |
[Dec. 1st, 2004|04:53 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  pissed the fuck off | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | Too bad your beautiful-From autumn to ashes | ] |
Today was Angela's birthday!
Happy birthday!
There was a fight this morning.
Greg and Josh.
I have to admit Greg got the worst of it.
But i know for sure he's not getting suspended.
I wish Rob would have been up there this morning
Josh needs his ass kicked. He thinks he can take Rob.
Man he's got a bad thing comming.
I still haven't finished my report!
It's due tomorrow. I gotta get working.
My field trip to the jail is Friday.
Don't have to have all of my classes
thank god.
Murray hates me...again.
He ignored me when i called his name today
and i know he heard me damn well cuz i was like yelling
I always fuck things up.
Of course it was something I did.
It was something I said.
I always do something.
I hate my life. |
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| Back to Reality. |
[Nov. 29th, 2004|03:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | head pains | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | Gwen- What you waiting for | ] |
Well im back.
I got back Sunday at like 3.
Then angela came over and we hung out
the rest of the day.
I had a good Thanksgiving.
Hope everyone elses was good.
We had about 30 people at my grandmas.
It was alot of fun.
Then Friday i went to my grandpas
and we ate dinner there.
I got a ride on the motorcycle!
I love motorcycles there so much fun.
Sunday morning my ma called Vicki
and my brothers friend from up there come over
that morning.
Then later on Paige my best friend from up there
came over and we hung out.
Her brother had a football game so my lil bro
and I went with them and i saw some old friends.
It was alot of fun.
We just laughed and goofed off
the whole time.
It was so cold and muddy up there
and i decided to where flip-flops so i almost fell.
But it was alot of fun and i ate so much!
I sort of miss living there.
It's a small town and everyone's really nice
and knows each other. I kinda wish i could go back.
But i would miss my friends down here way too much.
And the beach and i would miss each other.
So i guess i'll just have to endure living here.
I went to school today. I didnt want to.
My ma made me and i was mad.
I heard about some shit between robbie and josh.
Josh better back the fuck off cause he's
gonna get his ass kicked if he fucks around.
I'm going to the jail on Friday.
And Brooke may get to get to stay a little longer
then planned. I hope she does.
I'm going to miss her SO much :[
Angela's birthday is Wednesday!
So everyone tell her happy birthday. <3
Omg Chelsey is so hilarious.
We were cracking up in gym.
"When the lights go out" and
"I like girls that wear abercrombie and fitch"
That girl is too much i love her.
Hmm...
The trip didn't make things better at all.
It made them worse.
I realized how much fun i used to have
and what it was like to have a life.
I miss doing stuff.
My life's so boring.
Nothing but drama and fake people.
Nothing really to do.
I wish i could be someone else...
just for a little while atleast
::Edit::
Please forgive me.
Im sorrie.
I miss you |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 23rd, 2004|10:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | Kidney Thieves-Serene Dream | ] |
Well tomorrow's the last day of school
for this week. After school im leaving.
It's gonna be a long drive.
I'll probably sleep through most of it.
My mommy got me my new addiction
there the black pepper jack Doritos.
There so good. So by the time i get back here
i'll be as big as a house.
He didnt even look at me at all today.
I tried to look my best...so that
maybe he'd notice me.
But i guess it didn't work.
Oh well. Why bother?
I could look like a bum and it wouldn't matter.
Today was another sad day.
This whole week's been like this.
Hopefully this break will help me feel better.
Then when i come back, i'll be myself again.
Hmm...
one more day.
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 22nd, 2004|04:48 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | pissed off | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | Thursday-hole in the world | ] |
Today was a sleepy Monday.
The only thing that keeps me going
is thinking that theres only a
couple more days in this week.
Then im done.
There was a fight today.
I didnt feel like walking over to watch it.
I was half into everything today.
I just felt sad and distant.
I hate the male sex.
There pretty much all stupid.
She has a couple bad relationships
and all of a sudden shes a victim.
Lets all cry for her.
Im sure you ask any girl
she can name a few bad relationships.
All guys are the same of course there
going to go up to her and say that shit.
Your the same way you may not come out
and say what they do, but your thinking it.
Dont even try to feed my that bullshit.
Your not a fucking saint so stop trying to act it.
Im sorrie that when i was crying over you
i didnt stop and think to ask about HER.
I bet she would have considering shes so great
shes just absolutely
PERFECT.
Guess im not like that.
Im sorrie.
Have her.
Shes so perfect im sure you'll love being with her.
Have a great relationship.
And kiss my ass.
<3
Edit-Sorrie everyone had to hear my venting. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 20th, 2004|04:41 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored | ] |
Copy this whole list into your journal.
An X at the end is true about you-
Add some of your own at the end. (If you want)
01. I miss somebody right now X
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love olives x
04. I like sleeping X
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games
08. I've tried beer X
09. I've watched porn movies X
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy X
13. I have a foot fetish
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse frequently X
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year X
17. I have a hobby
18. I've been told I:(women)have an applebottom, X
(men)am packing.
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
20. I'm really, really smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal X
23. I hate the rain
24. I'm paranoid at times X
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were
100% safe,free of cost,and scarfree X
26. I need money right now! X
27. I love Sushi X
28. I talk really, really fast sometimes
29. I have crazy hair in the morning
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
32. I have at least one sibling X
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs (females) X
or face (males) on a regular basis
35. I have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair/nails/eyelashes in the past X
37. I love Caller I.D. X
38. I like the way that I look sometimes X
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months X
40. I know how to do cornrows
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings when it's that time X
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot X
45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past X
46. I have a hidden talent
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I'm popular
49. I am currently single X
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex X
51. I enjoy talking on the phone X
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants
53. I love to shop X
54. I would rather shop than eat X
55. I would classify myself as ghetto.
56. I'm obsessed with my Livejournal X
57. I don't hate anyone
58. I'm a pretty good dancer X
59. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington X
60. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
61. I have a cell phone x
62. I believe in God
63. I watch MTV on a daily basis x
64. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months x
65. I love drama X
66. I have never been in a real relationship before
67. I've rejected someone before X
68. I currently have a crush on someone x
69. I have no idea what I want to do
for the rest ofmy life x
70. I want to have children in the future X
71. I have changed a diaper before X
72. I've called the cops on a friend before
73. I bite my nails
74. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
75. I'm not allergic to anything x
76. I have a lot to learn X
77. I have dated someone at least 10 years older
or younger
78. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie
79. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes
80. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message
81. I have at least 5 away messages saved
82. I have tried alcohol or drugs before X
83. I have made a move on a friend's significant
other in the past X
84. I own the "South Park" movie
85. I have avoided assignments at work to be on
Xanga or Livejournal X
86. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
87. I enjoy most all of country music
88. I would die for my best friends X
89. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
90. I watch soap operas whenever I can
91. I'm obsessive, anal retentive,
and often a perfectionist
92. I have used my sexuality to advance my career X
93. I'm the worst procrastinater X
94. I know all the words to Slick Rick's
"Children's Story"
95. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy X
96. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it X
97. I have dated a close friend's ex X
98. I'm happy as of this moment
99. I want to go to the beach right now X
101. I live in flip flops X
102. I'm in love X
103. I don't like lasagna X
104. I plan on marrying Orlando Bloom
105. I think black hair is hot X
106. I love the color black X
107. I love music X
108. I know how to surf
109. I love rap X
110. I love rock X
111. I hate sluts X
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| I break in two |
[Nov. 19th, 2004|04:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | sorrie | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | Thursday-Standing on the edge of summer | ] |
Today sucked.
Atleast its Friday i dont have to get up
and see everyone.
This weekend is going to be depressing.
Im still grounded, i was going to see
if angela could spend the night saturday.
I doubt she'll be able too though.
Everydays the same thing.
The same feeling. The feeling im not as good.
Im not as pretty as her.
Im not as popular as her.
Im not as skinny.
Im not as tan.
Just the fact that im not her.
Why is she so great.
Shes gorgeous, ok shes got me on that one.
But how well do you know her,
and have you stayed up all night talking to her?
I just want to know why
shes considered better than everyone else?
So much better than me
Does she smile to herself just because she gets to see you everyday and you actually say hello?
I do...
You mean so much to me.
I don't even think you understand.
I love having you as a friend.
I love just being able to talk to you.
Yet it kills me knowing you just want that
and nothing more.
Maybe its all my fault i let you lead me on
and hurt me before.
Im going to do the same thing to myself this time.
Its all my fault.
Im sorrie im not her. |
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| Now you need me...now you dont... |
[Nov. 18th, 2004|04:29 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | gloomy | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | break up day- starting line | ] |
I haven't been in a good mood this week.
I've just kind of felt down so i haven't updated.
This week has seemed to just drag by
tomorrow is Friday finally.
Well lets see. Im going to the jail.
Whoo i get to see all my friends ;)
Life management classes are going.
Were not completely sure which day everyones going yet.
That will be an interesting one though.
Today in history the dean had to come down.
We were fucking with Mrs. Bronar, it was so funny.
Were going to give that lady a mental breakdown.
Awwe yesterday lisa dropped a 100 pound weight on her toe!
I feel sooo bad. I hope shes alright. She wasn't at school today.
<33 I hope your alright dear.
...Kamber and Jacob are back together...
Im happy for them?
I'm becoming pretty good friends with Chelsey.
She's great i love her, i can't believe some mean things i did to her at Kennedy.
I was a mean person,
ive changed though.
Next week im going up to Alabama for turkey day.
(don't laugh at me)
Were going up there to visit family and what not.
Maybe i'll get to see some of my old friends, i love reunions.
You get to see everyone and how they've all changed. Fun
I can't wait, i love all the yummy food.
Ahh im hungry thinking about it. mmm...mmm
Wonder what others have planned?
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| It never gets easier |
[Nov. 14th, 2004|07:30 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | Autumns Monologue-From autumn to ashes | ] |
Ive found out the supposed reason for someone
hating me. Its childish.
Oh well not much i can do.
Why bother.
I lost him for good he hates me.
He has someone else.
Someone gorgeous
Someone worthwhile to him
Someone he actually cares for.
Murray and i talked finally
and i thought everything was fine.
Yet again something complicates it
or feelings get in the way.
Things that are said i some how
take to heart the wrong way.
Causing everything to be misinterpreted.
I find a way to fuck up every
relationship,even friendships.
They all tell me its my fault
i was the reason it couldnt work out.
Im sorrie about everything that i did.
The things that i will do.
The words i said.
The acts that ive done.
I'd correct it all if i could.
If it would bring back just
one of the feelings ive lost
from you and so many.
Im sorrie Im sorrie Im sorrie Im sorrie
I'll always be so very sorrie.
I'll never be able to tell you
just how much i care.
How much i hurt without you,
knowing you never think about me,
and you no longer care for me. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 8th, 2004|07:38 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | frustrated | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | starting line-break up day | ] |
Today was great.
I just breezed through it,
although i was daydreaming for most of it.
We have Thursday off. Damn straight.
Im so happy, thats one boring useless
drama filled day of school i get to skip.
I may go to the fair wednesday.
I sure do hope i get to.
If your going tell me, so i can meet up with you.
I hate the way people keep fucking you over.
I can't stand how obnoxious they can be.
I hate it when they think there better.
I don't understand why they hate you.
I hate the way we keep trying.
They all just bother, sometimes i wish i
could just stay in my room for days on end.
Just sit by myself and let the whole world pass.
Wouldn't it be nice sometimes?
Too bad we can't. There's no time to take.
Hmm
No time to waste... |
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| Im in love with you....still dangerously in love with you |
[Nov. 7th, 2004|06:49 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | dangerously in love | ] |
Dangerously In Love
I love you... I love you, I love you
Baby I love you, you are my life
My happiest moments weren't complete if you weren't by my side
You're my relation and connection to the sun
With you next to me, there's no darkness I can't overcome
You are my raindrops, I am the seed
With you and God who's my sunlight I'm blooming, grown so beautifully
Baby I'm so proud, proud to be your girl
You make the confusion go all away from this cold and misty world
I am in love with you (in love)
You set me free
I can't do this thing called life without you here with me
Cause I'm dangerously in love with you (in love)
I'll never leave
Just keep loving me the way I love you loving me
I am in love with you (in love)
You set me free
I can't do this thing called life without you here with me
Cause I'm dangerously in love with you (in love)
I'll never leave
Just keep loving me the way I love you loving me
I know you love me, love me for who I am
Cause years before I became who I am, baby you were my man
I know it ain't easy, easy loving me
I appreciate the love and dedication from you to me
Later on in my destiny I see myself having your child
I see myself being your wife and I see my whole future in your eyes
In awe of my love for you, sometimes makes me wanna cry
Realize all of my blessings, I'm grateful to have you by my side
I am in love with you (in love)
You set me free
I can't do this thing called life without you here with me
Cause I'm dangerously in love with you (in love)
I'll never leave
Just keep loving me the way I love you loving me
Every time I see your face, my heart smiles
Every time it feels so good, it hurts sometimes
Created in this world to love, to hold, to feel, to breathe
To live you
Dangerously in love, yeah
I am in love with you (in love)
You set me free
I can't do this thing called life without you here with me
Cause I'm dangerously in love with you (in love)
I'll never leave
Just keep loving me the way I love you loving me
Dangerously (dangerously)
Dangerous, dangerously in love with you
Oh, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
I love you.. oh yes..
Old song, i love it so much though.
It makes me remember someone.
I miss it all,
i wish he felt the way he used to.
Im in love with you still to this day...
I wish you were still in love with me
even just a little |
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| A love like dirty dancing |
[Nov. 7th, 2004|12:27 am] |
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| | lonely | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | dangerously in love | ] |
Well it's really late and i haven't updated this in a few days.
So i just finished watching one of the all time best movies
and one of my very favorite.
Dirty Dancing.
If you haven't seen that movie, see it!
I wish i could have someone like how Patrick Swayze
was in that movie. Ahh how romantic.
I wish i had someone here with me,
things have been so lonely.
I miss having him...
I need someone slap me
tell me to stop dreaming.
If only it were that easy.
Well i haven't been doing anything since Im grounded.
I went and helped my mom at her work today,
fun don't ya think?
Angela got to go to the fair tonight, i wanna go so bad.
But i'll probably end up missing it again.
She got to see my fantasy lover. Damn her.
[lol]
I'm going to sleep.
buh-bye |
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| The only way to ever know how they feel is to tell |
[Nov. 4th, 2004|06:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | crushed | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | she will be loved | ] |
Today was like yesterday and the day after that
and will probably be just like tomorrow.
Boring.
Anything good happen at school,
there was a fight, but of course i missed it.
Clint and Josh and some people were gonna "fight".
Like i always say those boys crack me up.
Right now im talking to my a-RASH.
I love his name.
I went to wal-mart and got my hair straightener.
It makes my hair so straight! bia bia
Tomorrow is Friday,thank god.
Saturday angela might spend the night.
Other than that im doing nothing cuz im grounded.
Later
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[Nov. 3rd, 2004|05:33 pm] |
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| [ | Tunes |
| | keane-somewhere only we know | ] |
Oh yeah guess who won the election...Bush! Bia Bia
Today was like every other. Utterly boring.
Well 6th period was fun. lol I sware someone slipped me something.
And Francis beat me up on the bus today. haha
Awwe Lynn likes my big bro Caleb! He really needs to go out
with her. He never dates anyone.
Caleb punched Travis this morning. Funny thing.
Those boys crack me up.
Murray still acts like he doesn't know who i am,
he'll wave at the person im standing with look at me and keep walking.
Funny how things change so quick.
I'm still mad at my a-RASh he's such a butt-hole.
I can't hate him to much though hes so funny.
Jacob talked to me today. I was shocked.
I still have no idea why that boy hates me. Hes so dumb. oh well
Last night ashley and i got into more arguments, i think our
friendship is officially over for good. She is hilarious how she
thinks everyone needs her and shes better then everyone. oh well
no tears shed here if she wants to be a bitch, let her.
But im not letting her waste my time doing it.
Well im hopefully gonna go to get me a new straightener in a bit.
bye-bye |
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